Long Week(s)
April 29th, 2006 -- Posted in rants | 12 Comments »When will it ever end?
The answer lies in July… and December. Momentarily.
My journey with the new role has turned me into somewhat a workaholimonster. Finally when I start to get comfortable with the tight deadlines and high level of stress, I find my sense of creativity diminishing. The worst part of it is: I don’t feel remorse for that anymore. I don’t see that life can get any better. Looking at my managers do not help envision a better future. They might be experienced and achieved, but when I see them again I only see longer hours in the office.
This is not what I want to achieve.
Yet I’ve been giving myself so many excuses. I want to do well in this role, but I dread every morning having to face the amount of work that just keep coming up. I want to do something else, but I just don’t start anything. Yes I could have, but my heart is never anywhere else but in the office.
I think I’ve been brainwashed.
Let’s see how much further I can go with this.
