Recovery from the Reclusive Mode…
As the title tells, I have been feeling rather separated from the world outside of home and work for the past months. I admit I have not been sincere enough to my friends to share what has been happening in my life, and it was not merely out of negligence. I just simply do not know what or how to share.
Sames story… with whines about work and the no-life. Only difference this time is I do not even have the energy to whine.
Also, I do not feel just that mental drain, but also the ‘metallic’ feel on my nerves, almost like someone scratching along my nerves with a metallic claw. This is especially so when anyone talks to me after work. That EDGY feeling. Not sure if this is clinically diagnosed as ‘stress’ or it’s just because of the increase intake of nicotine…
Or maybe I’m clinically depressed.
I need a break. Planning for a trip xmas period to Guangzhou, Hong Kong and Macau. Dad is going to bring us around. Hope that’d help me recover.
November 27 2006 12:14 pm | rants
November 27th, 2006 at 2:08 pm
Hey bro, I understand this kind of feeling. Been there done that.
You definitely need a break from everything. Its good to take off once awhile, and my suggestion would be out of city, so you should be thinking of Phuket, Bali, Langkawi or something like that. Going to big cities won’t let you wind down since the life there will be like the one in Singapore!
November 30th, 2006 at 4:42 am
Hey Raphito
It seems that whenever the going gets tough, your frens are the first to suffer. And it happens rather often. Perhaps it’s high time you assess your lifestyle. See a professional if you have to; it saves you loads of time doig the “figuring out” also. You’ve been unhappily busy for way too long. Get up and do something about it.
We miss you.